I am now in a predicament. I am stuck between conflicting interests of my parents whom I love dearly. You know, there's that certain time in your life you wish that you can please every single person that means a lot to you. Knowing that they are happy is the best feeling in the world. Unfortunately, such idealism never existed. Sad, isn't it?
Well, Papa is dissatisfied with me due to a personal matter. As a result, I have to find a place to stay inside campus next semester on my own. Initially, Papa had said before that he'd settle my hostel issues. I was so relieved. One burden less for me to worry. Boy, was I wrong. Now that we're in a dispute, Papa pushes the burden directly at my face unprecedentedly. Not to mention that my school opens in a fortnight's time. I don't wanna complain but I'm tired of Papa's silly games sometimes. Too bad he's not the kind of person you can sit down and talk things through with. So, I'll have to do it first. If it doesn't work, only then Papa'll come to my rescue. Papa, oh Papa...
As for Mummy, well, I'll have to disappoint her again. I hope she knows that it is just as painful for me. Papa, oh Papa...
But someone told me to take things slowly. And along the way, I shouldn't forget to love myself too. I am trying. I'm glad that he's always there by my side.. =)
He's off to Singapore soon though. He'll be there for a couple days. That means no calling and no texting! ='(
I'm gonna miss him even more now. We're both in KL but it's difficult to meet. Well, it's also because of yours truly. Incarcerated in my own home. Aiyo.. still, it makes me feel alright. Cause I know that he's nearby. But he's gonna go soon!
I'll just wait here till he comes back. Wait for my significant other to come back home.. X)
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